IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: the united states government is after me... if you see me, no you didn't. you're crazy! you're nuts! deranged! i won't let the CIA take me!!!! NOT AGAIN! thank you for your time

CURRENTLY:
Stoker (2013)
Delta Of Venus - AnaΓ―s Nin
writhing around in the dirt. going worm mode.

THINKIN ABOUT:
????
the present is both unrelenting and eternal

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❀ i am, of course, LILY ! and this is also, of course, my SITE! my world, my digital realm, my internet enclosure. i am a weird little insect scuttling around, scavaging rotten fruits & shiny things, gathering them here in my home. it's my place to be as deranged as i wish... for my entire life, i have never really felt as if i belonged anywhere; internet and otherwise, so i had to carve out something for ME. but you're welcome here too, i suppose...❀

LILY RULES THE WORLD

LILYWORLD- barely exists, just a name i gave for my internet presence, but somehow i feel connected to it on a deep spirtual level; it feels like a tangible philosphy, even if just smething very loosely coded, a couple of .html files & something made out of a need to be seen, and unending faith, is all that is holding it together. things will transform into something else; whilst remaining the same, everything is perpetually changing, and so is LILYWORLD. but my question- do i wish to be percieved at all? i say this comes from a desire to be seen, heard, but everythign contradicts itself, nothing is definite, and should i waste time thinking about that, when i could be creating something from LILYWORLD's ashes?
anyway. one day i shall become the new chairman of the CCP, and those who wronged me will soon learn of my wrath. am i being ironic? NO!


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